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FRANTIC RAM

by DenMother

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falling, fear dripping one step further up into the deep vastness of the great below. let us now be laid gently in our earth graves lowered gently so that we may begin to rise again, again. falling, soul hardened and cowardly amidst the many faces of the lion, the leopard and the she. one step and then another forever together forever alone. let us go in now.
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I will hold you in the water I will hold you under and you my lover will you surrender yourself to me if you come with me i will lead you to a heaven to an eden if you come with me
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why do you come here? why do you need me? why do you call me? how do you see me? you don't belong here i am a woman who runs with the wolves and i will bring/take you down to the den and you were the lamb i led to the slaughter and now here i stand in blood bled splatter why do you say it, so sweetly? don't you see my eyes are flames? don't you know what guides me? cause i am a woman who runs with the wolves and i will bring/take you down to the den and you were the lamb i led to the slaughter and now here i stand in blood bled splatter
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and here i am inverted waiting for our convergence (i thought i cleansed my sins in the river) if in the eyes of the great redeemer i am forever perverted then isn't it hopeless? and who am i forgiving if not myself? and i am the bearer of all my guilt and nothing else so here i stand waiting for the reading of my rites cursed by my actions of my gruesome life my wretched lies if i am forever perverted in the eyes of the great redeemer then isn't it hopeless? and who am i forgiving if not my self? and i am the bearer of all my guilt and nothing else i'm nothing else
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remember me the nightmare part of your dream... coming to life. your thirsty face begging for validity you are disgraced while you twist and you bleed and birds of a feather oh they flock together that's what they say well what of the birds that are covered in tar look at your body full of shame your fingers broken from the touching of the flame i look at you and all i see is a dull face and birds of a feather oh they flock together that's what they say well what of the birds that are dripping in tar can't get very far you're okay with that hey?
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all the trees are bodies all the trees are burning bodies it's what you asked for all alone all alone in the wind all the trees of bodies hold on to your babies please it's what you wanted all alone all alone we are imposters
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i am the lost embers to the flame pushed toward the bruising of my limbs the vengeance that i kept wrapped under my skin and now i forget how you ruled me like a king you found the blessed way i'm standing in my filth i'll sacrifice you up and take it for myself i am nothing without you.
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if i should remind myself to hold back and not to eat your heart because i am too violent and wisdom falls short on me and patience is not a friend i know i never asked for you why can't you see i'm trying to tame this frantic ram inside of me but i am too violent and wisdom falls short on me

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Conceived and written during the darkness of global quarantine, ‘Frantic Ram’ embarks on a journey loosely inspired by Dante’s Inferno, mythology, occult symbology and Jungian archetypes. As a listening experience, it lends itself to a somewhat chronological story of one soul’s journey through the depths of the internal realms dealing with loss, grief, fear, anger, shame and ultimately the acceptance of one’s fate.

credits

released October 28, 2021

all tracks written, produced & recorded by sabarah pilon
mixed & mastered by zachary greer
drums on "WIND" provided by bennett bedoukian

special thanks:

jordan anthony greer for your constant inspiration, friendship, support & hard work to unleash the visuals that have been asleep in the astral

joseph shabason for making time to answer my sos text messages and phone calls, your support, motivation, & much needed industry tips

zach greer for being super chill & putting up with my frantic energy

katie b for letting me play roommate with you & meeper

mom & dad xo

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DenMother New Brunswick

DenMother is the electronic music project of Canadian singer-songwriter Sabarah Pilon.
Incorporating lush, atmospheric vocal elements over layers of drums and synths, DenMother’s sound can be described as the ethereal converging with the feral. ... more

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